what next

the MRI came back clean. the EEG says i've been having seizures and the seizures are what causes the hallucinations. the neurologist prescribed a medicine called vimpat.

when i went to pick them up, they asked for my ID because it's a controlled substance they said. i didn't want to take it. i've been seeing things all my life and, barring a life threatening situation if i chose not to take it, i didn't want my hallucinations or visions or ghosts to leave me.

they have been my constant companion.

i have another appointment in april but until at least then, i won't be starting the meds.

instead i decided to write about my life of seeing things.

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peace.