about

for the past couple of years, i've been on a journey of severe dissociation, hallucinations, visions and tremors. and after months of seeing neurologists and specialists and getting scans and EEGs, it seems there is something going on in the left side of my brain, invisible seizures and electricity firing strangely, that is causing the hallucinations.

but i've been seeing things all my life, beginning with my earliest memory: a woman with a hole in her stomach who takes me to an empty classroom covered in dust, a setting straight out of 1940s or something. i was 3.

and so, i've decided to write about the different things i've experienced and share them here once or twice a week.

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